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Garden of Sinners as in Kara no Kyoukai?

Lol this happens to you a lot XD I usually copy paste messages and write on Notes, I don’t really like writing on MAL. Ahh sorry for this late reply too, it’s been almost a month TᴖT I’ve been getting back pain these past few weeks so I get too lazy to open my laptop on most days, amongst other things lol. Good to hear that holidays are near! My sister is coming back for the holidays, we’ll be traveling to Vietnam for a few days this December, which I’m excited about, I’ve never been there before. Aside from the trip with your friends do you have any other plans for the holidays?

Valuing emotional impact is totally valid, it’s been a while since I’ve read anything ‘hype’ so I don’t think I can comprehend that very well haha. Usually people go from the hype mainstream stuff and gradually move toward the more elitist stuff, I guess it’s the opposite with you lol. There really isn’t anything bad or unsophisticated about liking ‘hype’ stuff. I guess some people value enjoyment while others see art as more a way of life or a reason for living. Heh I guess we’re like that at some point in our lives with the angst and everything. Not to say I’ve fully recovered yet though (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟwe’re doomed to always turn to something to escape or alleviate real life. No matter what you occupy yourself with the ends of the means are the same anyway. I remember when you said you were reading The Brothers Karamazov, how did that go? I think you also used to have the poster for Synecdoche, New York in your profile, and I watched that last year, pretty good. Is it still your favorite movie?

I read Aku no Hana same around the same time as you no? We met at around the same time both of us have already finished reading it. Honestly what made me appreciate and realize my love Aku no Hana to this extent was because of our conversations, it was literally the first time in my life that I had an in-depth discussion about a piece of work with anyone really, I didn’t know before that discussions could be fun and all, and how coming up with your own interpretations is really important and fun. I don’t plan or re-reading it tbh. A little part of me is probably a bit scared that it might not be as good as I’ve been thinking it up to be these past years, but I’ll definitely reread it in the future, possibly in another 3 years from now…..I’m still not done with Chi no Wadachi and Okaeri Alice so I plan to finish these first. Oshimi also announced a new horror series starting in 2024 which is cool, he hasn’t done horror before aside from Happiness (debatable) but his recent art styles will definitely fit in a horror setting. If I have to be completely honest though I’m kinda disappointed, I was hoping for a psychological series, although to be fair he’s been doing that for more than a decade now heh

Instead of those manhwa novels couldn’t you have gone with light novels instead XD I feel the same way too about burnouts, all of a sudden you simply don’t feel like it. I’ve been kinda in a small burnout this past month (back pain =_= ) it’s fine though because they don’t last so long when I’ve got a reason to be on this site. Honestly if you didn’t message me or I didn’t accidentally see it then I might not be active today (sounds unintentionally ominous lol) because all year long I’ve been really burnt out. I watched silly stuff thinking it might help but it just worsened it because my taste changed drastically and as I said earlier I don’t think I can ‘enjoy’ stuff anymore. This year though so many cool animes have aired/been airing. I’m pretty excited for Pluto, to be honest when I read it two years ago I felt lukewarm about it, as with other seinen stuff like Vagabond, I didn’t feel the hype I guess. Well Vagabond always made it feel like some big exciting fight scene was going to come up but then it never does really.

Thanks for the recs! I checked out some of them, Lord of the Mysteries looks nice. I read Bastard a really long time ago but I remember next to nothing about it.

I believe you’re selling yourself short really, how’s the course going? My teacher taught us how to use Bing chat for HTML the other day lol. I really relate about the thing with being extroverted with introverts and the other way around haha, or at least I used to, now I’d say I treat everyone the same, interestingly enough becoming more introverted yet more confident at the same time. Eh even when I was at my most extroverted I was still an introvert haha. Not really a matter of personality per se but because I used to be damn hyper sometimes. What’s your MBTI btw (I mean it’s not like I believe in MBTI pffht what a scam amirite) but yeah just curious…I agree with what you said but I think you sort of misunderstood me lol. I meant more about how you are like personality-wise and not about looks haha, nevertheless even if that were the case it’s really the least thing that I care about. I think it’s also natural for me to imagine something when reading descriptions or narratives, so it may be something along the lines of that heh, not really anything too specific. I said that because I thought you might be a lively person, I mean just seeing your sentences and emojis crack me up really bad, I get amused too easily (ꈍᴗꈍ) and naturally I also want to stick with these comments and I’m not hoping for anything more. I think online connection bypasses a lot of things that we have to go through irl. We’re basically shrinking down a person to just a line of words. But having a pen pal is somehow still really sentimental, and as you said I also think part of the reason is because it’s a pure connection, and a rather arbitrary one at that, that we come to appreciate it. I hope I didn’t weird you out too bad!

Lamp is my favorite band. I’m not even going to say more than that because if I do I might start an unstoppable rampage. But definitely you must check out their earlier albums, ‘For Lovers’ and ‘Genso’ are definitely the most popular and you have to start with that. Yea Misty Town is really cool, I have to warn you though that every single Lamp album has a distinctive feature or style, but that’s what I absolutely love about them. My favorite from the album so far is Aki no Tegami. I listened to both j^p^n and C3L3STIAL_CITY btw, didn’t like it (ᴗ_ ᴗ。) but don’t take it to heart because I’m perfectly aware my music taste is kinda corrupted at this point…

Take care!

cool art!! i like kino too they're really cool. the kino's journey ost you have on your profile is awesome! thanks for sharing!

Well maybe taking it to before you hit double digits is a bit of a reach XD because I don't remember much and also because I hate myself as a kid. But I do agree that I was probably in a more stable condition two years ago too, I feel like things move too fast nowadays.

Honestly for a while after you stopped replying to me I would check your profile from time to time and it would confuse me because you had removed a lot of your favs and basically did a whole change (to be fair I guess to an extent that goes for me too) but yeah tastes and rating systems change. Until now though I still don't base my ratings on entertainment, bcs to be completely honest, I kind of don't know what it's supposed to stand for anymore....which I'm aware sounds so off but I guess I enjoy stuff based on some kind of intellectuality, in other words I guess in a way I can't really see things casually or at face value anymore. I dropped a whole bunch of SoL or action anime that was from my old list, and I tried but I simply can't enjoy or finish them, it just became a colossal bore or cringe.

Aku no Hana is still my favorite manga of all time, I don't know why but it's become really special in my heart, to this day I still think about this manga. And everywhere I'm looking it's as if I'm searching for the romanticism and melancholy that was Aku no Hana, it pretty much turned me into an idealist, and of course I could find nothing like it because its just peak. It affected me so much that when Aku no Hana arises in my head most of the time I just choose not to think about it too deeply because its too melancholy or even nostalgic that it almost hurts. Homunculus was great and a hugely fun experience, but it's not something that stayed with me for too long.

Novel as in light novels or literature? This year I basically didn't read or watch anything substantial or serious in the animanga genre, but I've been reading novels a little bit more, mostly Japanese literature. By the way pls rec me your best manhwa :D I read manhwa like twice a year but I'm very interested in it, just haven't found the right series yet because most manhwa that I tried reading were trash therefore I either dropped before five chapters or blasted through 50 tedious chapters before deciding it was not worth it.

It's nice to hear that you've been doing well, sounds like you're busy with plans and life. Tbh I admire your ambition because I'm pursuing computer studies too and but I'm lazy as hell and have been slacking off. Not really surprised though since I was really lazy back in high school too haha. You must be really smart :) I busy and stress myself more with hobbies honestly, like piano and learning new stuff and reading. I think this is gonna come back to bite me in the ass honestly but oh well, we'll see when that time comes XD

If I'm being dramatic (and honest) this still feels a little surreal lol, I haven't fully wrapped my head around the fact that I'm talking to you. Yeah maybe it's because a lot of time has passed, and now we're doing life updates and everything, that made me realize like how long it's actually been. And if I'm allowed to be honest again lol I feel that we both missed a chunk of our youth together, because from now on definitely we'll both be busy, and things won't be the same as it used to be. But well who's to say that the past was better than it can be in the present- for now I'm just glad to hear from you, and hopefully it continues (albeit with as of now our contrasting tastes lmao) I'm probably cringing you now with this how sappy this is. And regarding the confession I'm flattered (*ﾟｪﾟ*) I also don't know how I felt in 2021 but if being excited at a new comment notif or having so much fun reading and answering or thinking about how you might be irl (which I believe you're probably the best person to hang with because you are without a doubt the sweetest guy I've ever talked to) means having a crush then yeah I guess so :D

I don't mind the way you write in fact I think it's unironically hilarious lol so don't feel self conscious about it. I hope you're having a great Sunday, I've been dying for the next Lamp album which is in two days (〃▽〃) (im about only 70% sure that you know about them lol)

So i guess the both of us thought that the other forgot about them XD

It's deeply unbelievable to see you suddenly send me a message after two years, i was beyond shocked when i checked my email out of pure coincidence. I never thought it would happen although im happier than im willing to admit seeing that you've reached out :D It was over two years ago but i still remember being really disappointed that you never responded. Im embarassingly oversentimental about these kinds of things, i really value these online conversations because i can 'be myself' and because its so entirely different from my present life, so yeah back then pretty much I took it to heart. I thought i weirded you out or scared you off or smth because my messages back then were pretty wack. I guess it was my fault too that you felt it was a burden because I bombed you with these long messages. There's no way i could've forgotten you though, you're my first friend here and believe it or not i still think about you and our conversations from time to time. Sometimes when on im the site once in a blue moon i would check on your profile too, see how you're doing. And believe it or not i was going to send you a happy birthday message this year too.

To think that it's been two years is pretty crazy :D I'm sure a lot of things have changed for the both of us, we're both going to uni very soon, i imagine you're really busy right now too. I guess we're both reaching that age where we're considered pretentious, whereas back then i guess our labels would be something like 'angsty' or 'precocious'. Our correspondence lasted for only about two months, but it's pretty impressive how a fleeting interaction can stay with you for a long time. Seeing as both of our lists are dead as hell (btw to this day i still laugh at how drastic your tastes have changed) I'm not exactly expecting anything too, but I hope we can continue our conversations :)

forced by society tbh cant have doujins up anymo

Oh great!
As long as you saw it I'm good ahah!
Thanks, the day is kinda reaching its end in France but still, I hope you have a nice day as well ;)

Hey!!!!
Thank you so much, even if it's late I still appreciate it a lot!
I did wish yours too on your profile but I don't know if you saw it though ^^

been busy lately haha how u been

Happy birthday

Happy birthday!!!!

I think Graduation isn't gonna be enough this time...

Thank youuuuu :)

hell yeah