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My name is Hitori "Bocchi" Gotoh. I work at SHELTER, Shimokitazawa, Tokyo, 87104. This is my confession. If you're watching this tape, I'm probably dead, murdered by my friend Nijika Ichiji. Nijika has been building a rock empire for over a year now and using me as her guitarist. Shortly after my 16th birthday, Nijika came to me with a rather, shocking proposition. She asked that I use my guitar knowledge to make music, which she would then sell using her connections in the rock world. Connections that she made through her career with the SHELTER. I was... astounded, I... I always thought that Nijika was a very moral woman and I was... thrown, confused, but I was also particularly vulnerable at the time, something she knew and took advantage of. I was reeling from several mental illness diagnoses that were poised to bankrupt my social life. Nijika took me on a ride along, and showed me just how much money even a small rock operation could make.
And I was weak. I didn't want to go into financial ruin after dropping out of high school so I agreed. Every day, I think back at that moment with regret. I quickly realized that I was in way over my head, and Nijika had a partner, a woman named Ryo Yamada, a broke-ass bassist. Nijika essentially sold me into servitude to this woman, and when I tried to quit, Ryo threatened my family. I didn't know where to turn. Eventually, Nijika and Ryo had a falling out. From what I can gather, Nijika was always pushing for a greater share of the band, to which Ryo flatly refused to give her, and things escalated. Nijika was able to arrange, uh I guess I guess you call it a "hit" on Ryo, and failed, but Ryo was seriously injured, and I wound up paying her medical bills which amounted to a little over $177,000. Upon recovery, Nijika was bent on finishing the job, working with a woman named Ikuyo Kita, she plotted to kill Ryo, and did so.
In fact, the bomb that she used was built by me, and she gave me no option in it. I have often contemplated suicide, but I'm a coward. I wanted to go to the police, but I was frightened. Nijika had risen in the ranks to become the head of the Kessouku Band, and about that time, to keep me in line, she took my Youtube account from me. For 3 months he kept him. My sister, who up until that point, had no idea of my rock activities, was horrified to learn what I had done, why Nijika had taken my Youtube account. We were scared. I was in Hell, I hated myself for what I had brought upon my Youtube fans. Recently, I tried once again to quit, to end this nightmare, and in response, she gave me this. I can't take this anymore. I live in fear every day that Nijika will kill me, or worse, force me to talk to another human being. I... All I could think to do was to make this video in hope that the world will finally see this woman, for what she really is.

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TheMangaManiac Nov 30, 2023 7:11 AM

You are welcome)

TheMangaManiac Nov 29, 2023 2:35 PM

Happy birthday)

WazEvergarden Mar 31, 2023 12:39 AM

Bocchi is literally me. No other character can come close to relating to me like her. There is no way you can convince me that I’m not Bocchi. Bocchi could not possibly be any more me. It’s me, and nobody can convince me otherwise. If anyone approached me about this not possibly being me, I immediately shut them down with overwhelming evidence that Bocchi was me. Bocchi is absolutely me; it is indisputable. Why anyone would try to argue that Bocchi is not me is beyond me. If you held two pictures of me and Bocchi side by side, you’d see no difference. I can safely look at Bocchi every day and say, “Yup, she’s me.” I can practically see Bocchi whenever I look at myself in the mirror. I go outside, and people stop me from commenting on how similar I look and act as Bocchi is. I chuckle softly as I’m assured every day Bocchi is me in every way. I can smile each time I get out of bed each morning, knowing that I’ve found my identity with Bocchi and I know my place in this world. It’s amusing how similar she is to me; it’s almost like identical twins. When I first saw Bocchi, I had an existential crisis. What it Bocchi was the real me and I was the fictional being? What if she actually became aware of my existence? Did she have the ability to become self-aware?

WazEvergarden Jan 27, 2023 1:13 AM

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ShadowUnown Jan 13, 2023 11:54 AM

Hello there. Have you finished watching "Pokemon (2019)"? I did a more detailed review focusing on how I feel about the downsides of this season despite all the fanservice; if you're interested to take a look: https://myanimelist.net/reviews.php?id=469576 (text is long though) Today Ash's final arc premieres, let's hope they deliver a heartwarming ending.

MordredEX Dec 10, 2022 6:38 PM

I' really glad you found some interesting stuff in those stacks, my goal was to shine a light on some lesser known or underappreciated gems with them so that makes me happy

Doydidz Nov 29, 2022 6:05 PM

Happy birthday Man! God bless! Take care and keepsafe!

Ryuseishun Sep 5, 2022 5:47 PM

LOL yea xD

RebelPanda Aug 17, 2022 3:18 PM

Yeah with pictures!

WazEvergarden Jun 10, 2022 7:40 PM

dat me

WazEvergarden May 20, 2022 8:12 AM

pretty good manga

WazEvergarden Apr 30, 2022 8:12 AM

ok this is the explanation

kadodes daddy went back in time and boom no more invaders wooo

smartarse Apr 26, 2022 9:25 AM

I'm done with steins gate and steins gate 0, had a great experience and quite enjoyed it more than the anime. As for the other VN's, I have them on hold for now, I'm currently catching up to winter 2022 anime now that all of it is over, finishing my playstation game backlogs and also added some more RPG's to my list. Hopefully I can finish my gaming lists in my 20's lol

WazEvergarden Apr 20, 2022 9:47 PM

there was too much notifs and itd be a pain to soft block everyone also i wanted to have the option to make reviews again

deded pre great so far, love ontan lmao

WazEvergarden Apr 20, 2022 8:43 PM

lol mb

made a new anilist btw

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