super88 said:
Chihiro asks again (see episode 9 if in doubt) about why Keima went on a date with her to CLARIFY if her rejection in episode 9 really was keima getting back at her (aka I went on a date with you to get back at you for teasing me).
I agree with Keima having developed feelings for Chihiro and not knowing what to do... but I have a different interpretation of Chihiro's side. She didn't just ask why he went on a date with her, she went right into "is there something inside of me?" And it's this part of the question that he actually answered. (He didn't actually comment on the date, did he?)
Think about it: she's just discovered that there are demons and goddesses and some sort of battle for Hell, and the fact that her close friend, Ayumi, had some sort of awesome important winged thing inside of her. In the original Chihiro conquest, that gap in her heart, although mixed with feelings for Keima, was ultimately about being special... shining. She even mentions Kanon and Ayumi specifically as having talents she will never have. Obviously, she got better enough to follow ambition and start a band... but I think finding out about this supernatural business takes the worry of being a "normal girl" to a whole new level.
Keima's rejection during the date was pretty horrible, but we know that she has, to some extent, accepted it. She helped him, and when she was watching Ayumi telling Keima that she *chose* to love him, Chihiro thought the same thing to herself. That's why I think her reaction has less to do with her feelings for Keima per se, and more to do with her insecurities. So, in my interpretation, what Keima said was, "You aren't involved," but what she heard was, "You aren't special."
She was really keeping it together during the concert, even pleased when Kanon showed up to sing with her... until she saw the wings. Kanon, Ayumi, even Yui... they're all part of something that Keima is as well, and she is not. Heck, I'm not an insecure girl myself, but I think I would feel pretty left out and upset in that situation. I imagine her thinking, "I can't be with him because I'm not like them." I think that's actually worse than only believing he acted like a jerk.
The part I don't understand is what Keima was thinking. I don't think he intended her to take what he said in that way at all, but I think he realized when he saw her reaction. I think that's why he didn't say anything else, because saying, "I went on the date because I thought there might be a goddess in you, but there wasn't" wouldn't really change the fact that she didn't have a goddess in her like Ayumi. If he were in conquest mode it might occur to him to confess his feelings as some sort of tactical choice, though it would be troublesome given all the other girls who like him now or who he may have to conquer in the future... plus, I think he's really lost since this is real.
That's my interpretation of that part... but I'm really not sure what he was thinking in the first place when he answered her question. Did he want to protect her by not getting her further involved? Did he just want to comfort her by indirectly saying that she wasn't in danger now? Did he simply not know what to say and went with a bare-bones answer? What are your thoughts? |