So it seems like most people loved this episode, but I honestly hated it. It had all the ingredients to be amazing, but I think it burnt the entire pot trying to present it.
For starters, presenting the flashback in media res was a very stupid idea. It makes the story unnecessarily convoluted. It would have been much more effective for Yamabiko to start from the beginning. Instead, they show him having a crush on White-hair in the real world, fall in love with her in "his" world, her die, him go on a hellish journey, and then them meeting for the first time. Originally I thought it was a different White-hair like she'd been reborn or her relative.
The rules and lore of "his" world make absolutely no sense. I assume that Yamabiko didn't actually create the world but manifested his inner desires into the physical world, which creates a lot of problems. White-hair was described to have the power to direct everything, when she clearly couldn't. Why describe her as being omnipotent if that's clearly not what's going on? She can apparently bring birds back to life and make the ocean into curry, but is powerless against the scar art sickness. And the scar art sickness is from another world, but also War was patient zero, but also from Yamabiko's mind. But also the scar art sickness manifests mental wounds as physical wounds for everyone but Yamabiko, who has tremendous psychic damage already.
It gets really confusing when you add the fact that this is the same world with the rule that "Anything received for free burns in blue fire.". Why didn't this rule effect the prior village? The miracles White-Hair made should have all burst into flame? Why didn't Nagara's class get infected with the scar art sickness. They wouldn't have any built up immunity to the pathogen. How does Yamabiko know that he slept for thousands of years, if he only just woke up to meet up with Nagara and Nozomi?
It's pretty clear that this entire story is meant to be more of an allegory. A beautiful leader who seems to be able to do anything, making an awful decision to nurture and heal the very thing that would ultimately destroy her kingdom. A reclusive boy too blinded by love and idolotry to admit to the leader, she'd made a mistake. White-Hair herself more fascinated and affectionate towards criticism and negativity than praise and loyalty. War claiming a massive death toll, brandishing medals for his deeds, and lurking within the hearts of all people.
But what did the people even fight about? They clearly had everything they could ever ask for. It wasn't until the sickness started and people had already died that real conflict even arose in the village. White-Hair's wounds were caused by the pain from waiting for Yamabiko to confess his love for her, and yet even when shown this he still let her die? But White-Hair was clearly also infatuated with War and wasn't hurt by his feelings. Her mistake was caring for the wrong person, who himself did nothing wrong. War was merely infected by a disease. He even isolated himself in a cave. If anything War would seem to be the kind of man Yamabiko wants to be (they are clearly connected in some way and meant to be foils), but even then he seems completely deranged. After 5000 years Yamabiko still can't tell the truth. Why did White-Hair never make a move?
It feels like the more I try to examine the episode, the more everything completely falls apart. I think that Yamabiko is War, and that he was always envious of White-Hair. That in denying half of his feelings he split into two people and created the plague to bring down White-Hair. The plague simply being negative emotions in the village, beginning with Yamabiko's doubt and defiance and gradually spreading through the village. The more White-Hair struggled, the more envious Yamabiko became, the more the dog idolized her, and the more War hated her. In his eyes her beauty was her unwavering resolve and dedication. So if anything, Yamabiko really didn't love her at all but what she represented in his mind, not even as a person but as a symbol of comfort, inclusion, and community that he originally rejected.
That's how I interpret the story. It seems pretty clear that's not what the show was going for at all, and that's not what other people took from the episode. The episode keeps doubling down on this idea of tragic love, and this interpretation would mean that Yamabiko's real self isn't very dog-like at all. |